I don’t want to live with regret so I guess I’m trying to fight for things that aren’t actually there with tools I haven’t actually acquired yet JUST in case 10 years down the road I figure out this is what I really wanted or it was my best chance or I never found anything closer to a match to me than him.
Every step of my journey has led me to the wholeness I’m now living in and that is worthy of recognition and respect.
The clarity of mind is coming fast! I have felt so solid and framed in a way I’ve never been towards myself! I love things and people, but they don’t say anything about who I am anymore, and they don’t tell me who I am either. They don’t give me value or validate me. And… the biggest part – I don’t ask them to.
I’m ready. This is my year. But I’m shakin’ in my boots, scared as hell. I don’t even know what demons are waiting to see my face behind that door. But here I go! Watch me do this!
My mind has been a battlefield for as long as I can remember… I have peace. Peace in my home. Peace with my family. Peace in my relationships. AND PEACE OF MIND!
Although this other path is unfamiliar, it isn’t necessarily scary because it resonates with my soul in a way none of the other things on the first path (my usual path) do.
I am a living, thinking, choosing organism. I change and grow. I morph and expand. I shift and contract. Of course I’m worthy of life and being known. This part of my journey is more about being at peace and being allowed to not produce and perform.
I want to learn my intricacies, moods, wants, likes, needs, etc. I want to find my voice…
Your body remembers significant mile markers along your life journey, even when your mind doesn’t. Today marks six years from the last fight we ever had. My body has been sluggish all week, feeling the magnetic pull to my bed. I only just realized why. I feel it in my...
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